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O search, I search and seek, I seek;
Yet cold, so cold, alone, all lonely;
O sad, I’m sad and down, I’m down--- O bleak, so bleak!
At this a time when the clime, oft sudden, from warm turns chilly,
‘Tis hardest to tend to my poor physique.
How could a three-or-twosome bowls or cups of wine
Ever withstand the gusty winds that, by evening, upon me wreak?
Migrating geese fly past,
Aching, breaking my heart;
Sweet old friends of mine they were, they now, just squeak.
On the ground, yellow chrysanthemum petals pile thick,
All weary, worn and waned;
By now, O what of flowers are left for me to pick?
Watching by the window, alone---
O how I wish the hour of darkness: come soon, come quick!
The phoenix tree, drenched now in fine mizzling drizzles,
'Tis evening, in tears, a-dripping:
A time, O such as this,
How shall the one word ‘sorrow’ suffice, to bare a heart so sick?
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